Edit: Things are now looking a litle better. I definitely need to work on my faith, and not feel like the world has come to an end over some little ish. Things have always worked out for the best for me, even when it seemed like my world was falling apart. I do know, however, that I need to grow in my faith, and work to rebuild what I have lost in the last year. Pray for me.

I am tired. Why am I going thru this? When will things finally come together for me? Completely? Oh well, it's still early in the day. Let's see how things turn out by 5pm.